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you'll be safe in HERE

2007-06-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

hohoho..3 weeks into the june holidays. Please join the MUGathon, or you will regret it for life. Kiasu Singaporeans rushing for the Great Singapore sale is a common scene but it seems like its different this year because come july 1 there will be a GST increment, damn the govt!

my jc life has come to a conclusion (what's a jc life without CCA?). pretty sad considering my new cca is the mugathon...hahah..but instead of mugging, i have been chiong-ing return of the condor heroes dvds. i cant help it..coz the female lead actress is such a beauty. it will be a waste if i dun watch the dvds coz xiao long nu is too chio...haha...obssession i guess..

my juniors are nice..farewell dinner for the seniors was quite fun altough we did nth much...we simply just tok cock all the way..looking forward to bball chalet in december...long way to go though. thankz...my juniors...ur dedication in making cookies and cards for us is greatly appreciated!!!! we should call ourselves the hc bball gals instead man...haha...

had stayover ytd at my friend's hse...oh man...its quite interesting that my friends have very interesting stories to entertain me...muahahah...especially those with explicit and sexual content...nv fails to perk me up...muahaha...as usual...bridge tournament is a must during stayovers...ended up wining 4 dollars..shuang...coz the money comes from the pockets of jian rong...its a joy wining money from him...

BEWARE....those ppl in the reading room. pls do not leave ur tidbits unattended because im gonna eat them...if u realise ur food is gone...dont blame me coz u left it unattended in the first place...sorry man...lol...gtg everybody...cya..

thankz

2007-05-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

today was a very meaningful day for me..i realised alot of stupid mistakes i have down...i didnt realise i was such a stupid and childish basketball player until today...thankz ANDY from anderson basketball lesson for giving me a valuable lesson

although i purposely elbow him in the face...he said...'y u play until like that...i treat u as a friend one lor...nex time dun do it again..' and he smiled at me....i was super touched....lifelong experience...thankz andy

on a lighter note...we are one foot into the semis le...hope we can do well on monday and advance...

i hereby swear that i will not play dirty...anymore...treat ur opponents with respect and dignity...friends on and off the court...

why? part II

2007-05-06T10:44:00.000-07:00

im still up at 2 am...cant really slp..cause i have been slping for the whole afternoon...kinda thinking of alot of stuff...especially what coach said abt me...deproving in my bball skills...getting lazy...no hunger....blah blah...why does he have such high expectations for me...i know im one impt player in the team...but for the previous match....my teammates were doing pretty well...so i need not have to take matters into my own hands...but coach i assure u...when its time for me to shine...i will deliver...like a mailman...

and yah..for the past one hour...another thing has been on my mind too...i aint sure abt how i present myself to others...ppl sae im scary...ppl sae im kaobei...ppl sae im childish ppl sae im insensitive...but tts me...and i have been thinking of life after the season ends...much lesser free time..to spent with my love ones...i'll be into the mugging mode...reallie hate that kind of life...but at least i have given much thought to what i am gonna do for the rest of the year...im not gonna spend the last few months of my jc life like last year...regretting what i have done...what i have not done...get my priorities rite..but im afraid i lack the initiative to do the things i like..perhaps tts my style...lots of aims and planning...but no actions..

and i must sae i reallie look forward tothe upcoming second round of matches...im gonna prove to everybody that i can do it

"Everyone will have bumps in the road,
so you need to stay focused. I'm here to
tell you to stay strong. Don't give up. No
matter what, today is a new chance."

-Carmelo Anthony

why?

2007-05-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

so we hc bball is in to second round...tough fight in the opening round of matches...i would say we progressed to the second round...having mature in our team play and stuff...but still there is room for improvement...

the sad thing is that not everybody got a chance to clock some mins...but i just hope that every single basketballer must realise that basketball is a team sport....if u cant contribute on court, u contribute elsewhere...nbd is useless in the team...many a times i noe that coach has poor team management skills but still respect thir decision and work towards our team goal...i noe i may seem that im not sympathetic towards the bench warmers coz i got to play most of the time...but there's nth else i can do but urge all my teammates to rpove their worth...haiz...this prob is bothering me...

being a captain...i am at a lost...i dunno how to handle this prob...i cant let the 2nd liner play coz im not the coach...i cant appease u all by letting u all play...coz im not the coach...what can i do...?the only thing i noe is thatonce u are in the team...u mus always be prepared ...both physically and mentally...whether u get to play or not...the top piority is that u be prepared when in any case the coach needs u...

lastly...may hc bball own...nice

2007-04-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

im a tired soul right now...blogging on my stagnant blog..haven been updating for so long coz i am bloody busy...whats with life nowadays....its meaningless...its frustrating to see urself not getting what u want...being the egoistic me...i cant accept failures quite easily...it hurts my pride to see myself lose out..but then again...whats pride...its nth compared to the difficulties u are gonna face in the future...its an agony to live in suspense...and to live pondering over things u thot are real, feelings u think are real...yet it ends up being a fantasy...i hate that bloody feeling...

its ok to screw up...my GP tutor wrote us a quote which i find very true...but it makes no sense to write this kinda inspiring quotes when u noe that in real life its not easy to bounce back when u fail and when u are not successful...sometimes,i hate ppl coming up to me to sae cheer up when i am sad yet they noe that its difficult to CHEER UP in that kind of situation..anyway...i mus say that education is a screwed up system...it claims to teach us how we can handle our problems by offering us the bes solution for each problem...i beg to differ...sometimes the problems u face are so overwhelming that u noe the textbook style solutions cant help u...fuck education...the best way to solve problem is thru experiencing failure...and in future..when u encounter the same prblem...u noe how to solve it

and i just cant understand y the word emo is so frequently used nowadays...last time when ppl sit quietly by themselves...ppl sae they are acting cool...now when ppl sit quietly by themselves, they are being emo...wtf....sometimes ppl sit quitely by themselves becasue they are reallie sad or they are thinking of some stuffs...so being an EMO-kid is the trend now issit....im constantly being bombarded by this word and now im slowly falling into the trap of using the word EMO.. pls la ppl...just becasue everybody says the word emo doesnt mean u mus use it too...be original and creative pls...

im sorry i sound so fustrated but its true that i am fustrated...but ppl hu disagree with me can just fuck off...no time to argue

once again...sorry for this reallie angry testimonial...i'm just feeling fustrated.thankz

2007-01-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

dead..alive...dead...alive....and dead again....bball practice is damn tiring....my legs are going wobbly wobbly...knee hurts like hell....arrggghhh...

....i manage to pon H3 chem lecture..but apparently my friends did not help me sign....wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...dead man...

tmr bball practice again...nice...hahahahah

=)

2007-01-22T03:08:00.000-08:00

long time since i last updated.....3 weeks into sch already......homework piling up like fuck....bball practices are crazy too.....

many things happen these few weeks la...its all cleared now....just have to say....when men with big egos like me clash...MISUNDERSTANDINGS do happen....but all we have to do is deflate our egos and sort things out...really glad it is all a misunderstanding.....=)

???

2006-11-11T18:04:00.000-08:00

one paragraph to describe my day....hahahaha

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

???

2006-11-10T08:18:00.000-08:00

trg today...ended quite early.....after that went out to eat with bballers as usual...played asshole dai dee in KAP...........we were shouting colourful language here and there....haha...but STILL...its fun...lol...bballers are united man..lol

so after that...nigel zihao and me were waiting at the bus stop and we saw something gross la...this horny couple rite...damn gross....haha...M18 content(sexual references)...2 of us went up the bus and were off for home...my friend was still there....he msg my friend on the bus...anyway the content is edited coz it is much worse then tt

friend 1 at busstop:
hey...FUCK!!!!!!!the guy is damn horny he keep kissing the lady's breast..!!!!!!i cant stand it le...FUCK!!!!!!!!!

me:
MMS me the erotic pictures...

friend 1:
siao...later i tio lap...somemore i sitting beside them oni...very hard to take..the lady is damn horny la....she is like wanting the guy to kiss her boobs

Me:
hey...maybe her boobs leaking milk so the guy wants to taste the milk(lame)...but seriously that lady's butt quite big and nice...didnt you notice?

Friend 1:
lol where got leak milk but im sure the gal damn horny la haha her butt is saggy de leh oval shape not round n perky one haha..

Me:
gd description...

friend 1:
lol nice...tt horny bitch hah if chio one more steam haha sianz i on bus liao cant voyeur go zzz liao later i too horny hahahaha byez...

friend 2 and me...luffing like mad on bus....crappy

???

2006-11-02T09:05:00.000-08:00

long time since i last updated...haha...dyed my hair a couple of days ago...just dunno the reason y i like to dye my hair so much...haha...mebbe i just like the feeling of my hair covered with cold dye...then followed by the feeling of dye all spread over my head...weird isnt it?haha

its the trend....when holiday comes, every student will get so sian that they can do something sian for a long period of time....like walking endlessly and aimlessly in town alone......logging on to msn, refusing to talk to anyone, and stare at the computer screen waiting for someone interesting to come by and say HELLO!, then reluctantly starting a stupid conversation and end up daoing the person after a while...pls dun deny it ppl....we bcum a soul-less being during holidays...unless u have some night life, like going clubbing...bla bla....

went to town alone today...first thing ppl gonna do during hols...den mom and sis joined me for dinner...just quite a sian diao outing....simply just lost my appetite for no reason...damn...what does this mean...i just dunno the reason...somebody just tell me...DAMN!!!!!!!

post promo

2006-10-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

its been one week since promos ended and a long time since a last updated.

has been busy with FOS for the whole of last week.my class got second. its not bad already,considering only one school representative can be on court at any one time. haha...

had the first training today...i am DAMN SHAG... blame michael wong for that. i have training tmr again. mike says we would be training on the track. train stamina or whatever shit i DON'T KNOW.

anyways, i heard hols would start on 26th of october.thats like 2 weeks away. but thinking of it.i think i would be having a lifeless hols cause all i would do all day would be training and training and training.damn it.lifeless since sec 1...

ok...gtg guys...cya around SOON

holidays

2006-09-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

this week has been a studying marathon for me. Went to school for most of the week. Always playing ball after studying sessions. juts sprained my ankle on friday, yet my GOOD friends say that they can't see any swelling on my ankle cause i already have pig trotters. what the hell!

have been watching bleach on youtube for the whole of this week. must say anime is very addictive. i watched 40 over episodes on a particular day. ANIME MARATHON.

pretty sad over the death of steve irwin. his death is so sudden and i did not believe it at first before i flipped the newspaper and saw the article on his death. Its damn stupid he pulled the barb out from his chest, thats the killer move, he died the instant he pulled that bloody thing out. For an animal planet fan like me, i woulkd say animal planet would not be the same ever again. 'CRIKEY'... going off guys....cya soon

medical report.

2006-08-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

my medical report is out. im cleared of all sickness...but there are still red patches on my face...haha....i am lucky i dun have the SLE disease..haha if not i would look like this:

2006-08-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

artemis finally won something big. We won the overall best musical for the national day concert. Good job everybody. Went to watch my super ex girlfriend after the national day concert. ITS SUPER LAME. Wasted my money. Saw Fiona Xie at cathay cineplex. She's hot, and her laughter is so loud

went to see doctor for my face. There are 2 red patches on my face, its been there for 1 year already so my mum was a little worried so she brought me to see a doctor. Sadly, the doctor doesnt know what cause the red patches. So she draw blood for me and apparently she need my blood to do some test. Hope i don;t get the skin disease she talked about. Its pretty scary. She said if i have that disease, my face would just drip pus under hot sun. Hope it doesnt happen to me man. If not a handsome face would be gone. haha...jking...going off le..bb

???

2006-08-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

These past few days, i was damn busy man. Had artemis musical rehearsal on friday. Then played ball for a while. Think bballers were a little mad on fri. We were eating at KAP. It was already 9 plus. And billy just suggested we go catch a movie. Thought he was joking but in the end 7 of us went to west mall to watch Click. Sorry naga, although you live in the ultimate east, we still dragged u along. All of you must go wtach click man. Its damn funny and meaningful.

yah, and i just came back from malaysia after playing a friendly match there. I was shocked at how many 3 pointers they made in the game. This no. 6 was a super sharp shooter. And they were super rough. I was so pissed that towards the end of the game i just elbowed this guy. sorry man, i don't regret my actions. If i do, its like saying they are right in elbowing me too. anyway, i gtg le. cya guys

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2006-07-30T05:29:00.000-07:00

i am damn unlucky. my 2 pair of bball shoes were 'dead' on friday. tried to do CPR on them but to no avail, probably due to a very deep wound (the sole came off). Ares night on fri, crash for a while and went to eat with basketballers. all of you don't ever go to penang kitchen. it is beside curry wok. its not really nice.

saturday, went to school for artemis faculty rehearsal, then yeow lin and i went to malaysia to play friendly match. quite fun man. and this bastard from the opponent team, damn asshole. threw the ball at my face intentionally. i was stunned momentarily man. in the end, he acted innocently and say sorry soory, you know, with that hypocrite face. damn it. here are some of the photos i took with my team, consisting of 8 hwa chong bballers. those who look like gays don't belong to hwachong..

who's the handsome one?

guess who is not from hwa chong.

gaying with wai kit...hahaha

i was at jurong east library today. i have been going there every sundays man.

looks cool doesnt it...haha
have to go off guys. bye bye

???

2006-07-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people the right to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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2006-07-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and for a time they seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall - think of it, always.

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2006-07-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

life is full of ups and downs but the way we face problems enable us to mature both physically and mentally. it was the farewell dinner for mr tan yesterday. it was a fun and enjoyable bball outing. could see that we finally bonded together. had a fun time talking with mr tan. he talked about his life. and what he said was very true. when we grow old, we will never remember that we are the champions, but we will remember the times spent with our teammates.

true friends are hard to find nowadays. some people befriend you just because you are famous or what. maybe we could just cherish the time we have with our love ones. if you think of that, time passes very quickly. when you think of it, it seems that it was just yesterday that i was still in sec 4, but in fact its already july. and it seems that a 'few' years later, we would die.

7 months

2006-07-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

its been 7 months since i enter hc. it has been an enjoyable time for me. especially sharing those wonderful times with my beloved hc bball team '06. needless to say, we are the NATIONAL CHAMPIONS. a first championship medal, for me. i have been waiting for this day since sec 1. An emotional finals for me. when the whistle blew for full-time, i just broke down and cry.

mr tan yee weal would be leaving us tmr. we are having a farewell dinner for him tmr at furama hotel. i would like to really thank him for being our teacher in-charge for the past 7 months. he was more of a friend than a teacher.

???

2006-07-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

today was supposed to be a very long day for me...but it turned out to be a very relaxed day.had swimming in the morning.we had to blew bubbles into the pyjamas...its been a long time since i last blew it. and i had to demonstrate some stupid dive into the water..needless to say, i produced the most splash...

imagine mr pang coming into class for half an hour and just leave after he found out that 7 of my classmates had to go for listening comprehension test.then it was PW... more fun... DR Ross came in for 10 minutes and ask us whether we had any questions to ask him. We said no and he left the room. cool isn't it. and i have a very bad habit now. everybody i know, i would greet them with 'hi bitch' regardless of their gender. i feel so comfortable saying this that i cant stop already...hahaha...

lib...

2006-07-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

today i went to jurong east lib...suppose to study...in the end my fren wilson and jr started to tok abt some interesting and sensitive stuffs...and i lost my concentration...what the hell..in the end din reallie study much..haha

tml there is physics SPA...im so excited man..and im looking forward to playing ball in school...mus jianfei...hahaha...and yah..jurong east entertainment center has been upgraded..i like its second floor washroom..its so clean now..haha...and it copied the design of some other shopping centres...very pleasant looking...u all shld go check it out..haha..k im off..bb

hello!!!

2006-07-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

its be ages since i last blog....had my first trg today...first day as a cap...quite stressed man..hope i can lead the team well...haha...i seem to haf gained a lil weight..haha..cant run already

dunno y i suddenly haf the urge to blog even though there wun be anybody reading it...haha....mebbe its bcoz im reallie veh bored at home rite now...haha...yichun im gonna kill u for refusing to help with the decorations of my blog....and in the ed i haf to choose this reallie feminine template...haha....im jus kidding...anw im going off...cya around